Dear Andrew,

Today is a big day.  Today is the day we find out if everything is ok with your little brother/sister and hopefully if they are a boy or a girl.  I've been a bundle of nerves for a few days now.  All I can think about is you and this little one which makes it impossible to concentrate on anything else.

I miss you so much and I miss the carefree feeling of your pregnancy.  Those days are long gone and making this pregnancy so much harder to enjoy.  Don't get me wrong, I love those little kicks and movements but a few hours without them and I am instantly worried.  It's a fear I never felt with you until the last few weeks.  I always worried about your movement towards the end.

I came to visit you this morning to have a chat just the three of us.  I hope you heard and are watching out for this little one.  I just miss you so much and wish you were here baby.

I love you.