Dear Andrew,

It's been 80 days since we found out your heart had stopped.  It's been 79 days since you were born.  79 days of tears, grief, and darkness.  We love you so much and were so excited to meet you.  It's unbelievably sad that we never met you outside of my body when you were alive.  I knew you though.  I knew your kicks every morning around 10 and then multiple times throughout the day.  I counted them with a smile on my face.  I talked to you and read to you and loved you.  Your father loved talking to you in my belly too.  I dreamed of what it was going to be like to finally meet you...to hold you and to be a family.  I loved you more than anything in my life and still do.  Nothing will change that.