Dear Andrew,

I made it through my first week of work and it wasn't that bad.  I survived and now I'm one week closer to hopefully meeting your brother or sister.

I had a bit of a melt down at work today though.  One of the girls who went on maternity leave before me brought her baby in today.  I wasn't prepared and I wasn't expecting it.  I couldn't even look or talk to her.  I just went in the bathroom and cried.  And then I felt bad for ignoring her.  But I wasn't prepared and it just hit me out of the blue.  Then I came home and fell apart telling your father.

I just miss you so much and want you here.  I want chubby cheeks, baby giggles, and a little person crawling all over the house.

I miss you and love you.