Tomorrow I am going to work to meet up with my boss. I have to admit I'm nervous. Will they even mention you? How awkward is this meeting going to be? How will it feel to be back there?
I think tomorrow and the next few weeks are going to bring a lot of emotions to the surface. The next few weeks are going to be very raw. There are people who might not have heard what happened to you. I don't want to explain what happened to anyone. In reality I don't want to see or talk to anyone. But that's probably not realistic. In fact, it's definitely not realistic.
I hope they do mention you tomorrow but I should be realistic about that too. It's so disappointing that this is now my life. I knew I would have to go back to work but I just never wanted to face it.
I miss you and I hope I'm strong enough to get through these extra hurdles in life that come with losing you.
I love you.
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