Dear Andrew,

I've been pretty emotional and missing you loads lately.  Tomorrow is Halloween and you were supposed to be a little cow.  Who knows if you even would have fit in it as you weren't in any way small?  In fact, you were in three month clothes when you were born since you were so long.  But we had the zip up suit that has the black spots of a cow with a little tail and ears.  It was so cute and your grandmother sent it for you ages ago.  Right now it's folded up under your crib gathering dust but every once in awhile I pull it out to have a look.  You would've been so cute as a little cow even though your father thought it was going to look ridiculous (ridiculously cute, I say!).

Just know we are always thinking of you and love you.