Dear Andrew,

This week has been emotional.  Every time I see a baby your age or younger I think of you and tears spring right to my eyes.

You consume my every thought this week. 

Last night all I could think of was you and cry.  Your father was at work but he knew something was wrong the second he walked in the door.  How does he always know?

I keep thinking about what we were doing this time last year.  How I was dying with morning all day sickness and convinced you were a girl!  We were in for a surprise when we found out you were a boy!

We were so excited at this time last year.  We couldn't wait to meet you.  Everyone was excited about you.  Your grandparents, your aunts, and your uncles.  Now, we are just sad and the house is so quiet. 

I just wish you were here.  I wish we could see your smiles.  I wish we could see how you had changed since birth.  But we are stuck with what you were like on your birthday.  That's all we have and that's all we will ever have.

I miss you so much and wish you were here.