Dear Andrew,

Just wanted to pop in and let you know I miss you.  Not that you don't know that.  I miss you more and more everyday.

I went up to see you today and brought you a few little Christmas things.  It's sad to think that I'm buying you little garden Christmas markers rather than actual presents.  Next week you should be six months old.  I wish you were here to celebrate Christmas.  I want to dress you up in little Santa pjs and cute holiday outfits.  Instead we are buying you Christmas ornaments and thinking of a little present that can last outside for awhile. 

Life just isn't fair and it isn't happy without you in it.

Miss you so much baby boy.